I'm actually staying in tonight to catch up on some work that i need to do.
March 1st deadline. fuck. I'm so screwed. I always go out a lot but lately it's been excessive and I'm totally drained. Too bad. I have busy nights planned tomorrow, and the day after that (thurs)
So a quick catchup/ recap of recent events:
- I am still living uptown, hopefully that will soon change
- Strokes concert tomorrow and Sat. I am v. excited. There is a thrid one shcedueled but I'm not that obsessive. Plus, tha strokes are my "closet band". I don't shout from the rooftops that I liek them, even though I do. alot.
- The boy aka "met". ugh. Like i know I "liked" him alot but i "liked" him before i even knew him. Maybe I liked the idea of him. I think that I liked theway he presents himself, he shows himself in a very well marketed way at first, but when you really get to know him you see it's a facade and he's just a little too weird, full of himself, pompous, and arrogant. Just ew. enough about him.
- The other day i met a guy while I was chain smoking and this thurs we are going on a double date. Him, I, My best friend, his best friend. He's cute. That's all that i can say about him at this point.
- Girl Bartender hottie. She's hot. She's an awesome person with positive energy and just fun to be around. She's a 100% lesbian which is a little intimidating since I've considered myself straight all my life, but we'll see where this goes...
For the record I never kissed, sucked or fucked "Met", so why is getting rid of him so f'ing hard?
2/28/2006
tomorrow!!!
words just can't express how excited I am for tomorrow night's strokes concert. and this officially makes me a nerd or a wannabe 14 year old.
2/26/2006
last night
misshapes at don hill's is still good. after all these years they still have crazy parties that don't go out of style in 5 months like most other places. But everytime i go i notice more and more 16 year old wannabe's and it's really starting to bother me. the little high school bad fake id crew that try a little too hard to be cool and just fall short. Please Thomas, these kiddies are just a little lame.
So I went to misshapes for a few hours, and then went to a loft party around the corner. who did i see drinking beer and sweeping the floor? Heather, Santino's model on project runway. And yes, she was really pretty, and also very nice.
So I went to misshapes for a few hours, and then went to a loft party around the corner. who did i see drinking beer and sweeping the floor? Heather, Santino's model on project runway. And yes, she was really pretty, and also very nice.
2/23/2006
I do not watch American Idol
Ok careful wording. Careful wording is key in this post. I need to write this so that i can dish my point without revealing too much. i don't need a lawsuit from an ex lover as a result of this.
So let's start out by saying that I don't believe in American Idol. I believe that it is pre-determined and that the voting thing is just to make you feel involved and give the show an edge. "Rigged" may be the right word that I'm looking for. I think the show is cheezy and that most of the talent is just middle of the road- averege.
The boy I've been talking to watches it.
(Time out. I need a better name than "the boy". From now on he will be referred to as "Met")
Ok, so Met watches Idol. I'm not going to trash the show anymore just because i know that for some reason a lot of people enjoy it. He told me that some of the people this season are good. I decided to watch. I don't give a fuck about the girls because I prefer listeing to male voices. I downloaded some clips to see who I like and I've decided to root for Bucky, then Chris, and then Ace. In that order.
By rooting for them I mean that I wish them the best and that is all. I will probably not watch the show and I will definately not campaign / vote for them.
Now heres a question to all ya'll. Have you ever been totally positively sure that you are 100% over someone? Yes? Me too. I'm totally positive that I'm over this guy, (diff guy, we're not talking about Met anymore), but this monster of a show triggers something within me that brings back a feeling in me linking back to "him". We will call this "him" "Wannabe Rock Star."
I Don't want "Wannabe Rock Star" anymore, nor do I miss him, but since "Wannabe Rock Star" is so closely connected and linked to this show, watching it brings back all the hurt feelings, lies, and deceit that I felt fom him not too long ago. All of the fucked up things that this guy did come rushing back and make me sad. angry. The hurt feels new, and because of that I do not think that I will be able to tune into American Idol anymore.
That is all. Goodnight. I'm off to Lit in a few but I'm probably going to hop around tonight, so who knows where I'll end up.
So let's start out by saying that I don't believe in American Idol. I believe that it is pre-determined and that the voting thing is just to make you feel involved and give the show an edge. "Rigged" may be the right word that I'm looking for. I think the show is cheezy and that most of the talent is just middle of the road- averege.
The boy I've been talking to watches it.
(Time out. I need a better name than "the boy". From now on he will be referred to as "Met")
Ok, so Met watches Idol. I'm not going to trash the show anymore just because i know that for some reason a lot of people enjoy it. He told me that some of the people this season are good. I decided to watch. I don't give a fuck about the girls because I prefer listeing to male voices. I downloaded some clips to see who I like and I've decided to root for Bucky, then Chris, and then Ace. In that order.
By rooting for them I mean that I wish them the best and that is all. I will probably not watch the show and I will definately not campaign / vote for them.
Now heres a question to all ya'll. Have you ever been totally positively sure that you are 100% over someone? Yes? Me too. I'm totally positive that I'm over this guy, (diff guy, we're not talking about Met anymore), but this monster of a show triggers something within me that brings back a feeling in me linking back to "him". We will call this "him" "Wannabe Rock Star."
I Don't want "Wannabe Rock Star" anymore, nor do I miss him, but since "Wannabe Rock Star" is so closely connected and linked to this show, watching it brings back all the hurt feelings, lies, and deceit that I felt fom him not too long ago. All of the fucked up things that this guy did come rushing back and make me sad. angry. The hurt feels new, and because of that I do not think that I will be able to tune into American Idol anymore.
That is all. Goodnight. I'm off to Lit in a few but I'm probably going to hop around tonight, so who knows where I'll end up.
Runway Reunion
Who else was dissapointed by the runway Reunion last night? To me it was underwhelming and a hate on Santion fest. not cool in my book.
2/22/2006
drunky
Warning: this is another drunk post. Thank god for spell check.
I just got back from The Cellar and had a lovely night. I just found another apt to look at in the W.Village. I'm so proud of myself that I'm actually apt hunting and not just complaining about living uptown without doing anything about it.
The more I think about it the more that I want the hottie girl bartender. I'm seeing her on Sunday. The cute boy is doing ok. We talk for approx 3 hours a day without even having phone sex. I'm seeing him tomorrow or the day after.
I rather fuck her than him.
Tonight I realized that the no smoking indoors rule in NYC is officially dead. Everyone does it and no one cares. There was a Wolfmother concert at Mercury Lounge that I missed and I'm pissed about that. I have a piece of meat passed out in my bed right now and I'm debating with the idea of pushing them a little so that i have room on the bed too or just sleeping on the floor
I just got back from The Cellar and had a lovely night. I just found another apt to look at in the W.Village. I'm so proud of myself that I'm actually apt hunting and not just complaining about living uptown without doing anything about it.
The more I think about it the more that I want the hottie girl bartender. I'm seeing her on Sunday. The cute boy is doing ok. We talk for approx 3 hours a day without even having phone sex. I'm seeing him tomorrow or the day after.
I rather fuck her than him.
Tonight I realized that the no smoking indoors rule in NYC is officially dead. Everyone does it and no one cares. There was a Wolfmother concert at Mercury Lounge that I missed and I'm pissed about that. I have a piece of meat passed out in my bed right now and I'm debating with the idea of pushing them a little so that i have room on the bed too or just sleeping on the floor
2/20/2006
he's cute, she's hot
I haven't been this exhausted in a long long time. I was on the phone with the boy till 430 last night. Up and out at 930 this morning, only to return home now, 215 AM.
But it goes a little something like this.. I like the boy. Awesome personality. Fun to be around. Only thing is that he's "cute". By "cute" I mean not exactly my type and good looking to some people, but he doesn't totally do it for me. Good enough to get by, and definately not hideous. "Cute". But I won't let this aspect get in the way if it's meant to be because like I said.. I like the boy. I like him enough thus far that being shallow is silly, and he really is adoreable
Not only do I like the boy, but I like the girl too. What girl? This bartender at a bar that I go to a lot. She's a hottie and she thinks the same of me. We'll see where this goes...
But it goes a little something like this.. I like the boy. Awesome personality. Fun to be around. Only thing is that he's "cute". By "cute" I mean not exactly my type and good looking to some people, but he doesn't totally do it for me. Good enough to get by, and definately not hideous. "Cute". But I won't let this aspect get in the way if it's meant to be because like I said.. I like the boy. I like him enough thus far that being shallow is silly, and he really is adoreable
Not only do I like the boy, but I like the girl too. What girl? This bartender at a bar that I go to a lot. She's a hottie and she thinks the same of me. We'll see where this goes...
2/18/2006
Something different
I actually like this guy and I haven't even banged him yet. Wtf is wrong with me?
Usually its bang bang bang peace. This is definately nothing like that. It's like a real domestic realtionship. I have to admit that I'm a little werided out but I do like it. Or maybe it's just him that I like. I think thats it. I like this guy.
I'm off to Don Hill's soon and I think that I'm going to put my bad girl panties back on just for the night.
Usually its bang bang bang peace. This is definately nothing like that. It's like a real domestic realtionship. I have to admit that I'm a little werided out but I do like it. Or maybe it's just him that I like. I think thats it. I like this guy.
I'm off to Don Hill's soon and I think that I'm going to put my bad girl panties back on just for the night.
I hope that I didn't jinx it...
Ok so I'm so over uptown right about now that theres almost nothing more to say about it. I'm just done, time to move on. Pronto por favor.
I bar hopped up here from bar to bar to bar 4 times, and I still didn't have as much fun as I would if I was at one place on the Lower East Side.
I've been here 3 weeks and I'm already bored with the way way upper west side.
Lets cross our fingers that this place in Nolita that I'm looking at works out. Thats all I'm saying about the Nolita place though because I believe in jinxes and this is not something that I want to jinx.
Also, something else that I don't want to jinx.. Theres a boy that i like and this is a big deal beacuse I haven't actually liked a boy in a long time. Usually I act as if they are disposeable and never get attached but this time I think that i'm actaully getting that cliche "butterfly feeling". ugh.
I bar hopped up here from bar to bar to bar 4 times, and I still didn't have as much fun as I would if I was at one place on the Lower East Side.
I've been here 3 weeks and I'm already bored with the way way upper west side.
Lets cross our fingers that this place in Nolita that I'm looking at works out. Thats all I'm saying about the Nolita place though because I believe in jinxes and this is not something that I want to jinx.
Also, something else that I don't want to jinx.. Theres a boy that i like and this is a big deal beacuse I haven't actually liked a boy in a long time. Usually I act as if they are disposeable and never get attached but this time I think that i'm actaully getting that cliche "butterfly feeling". ugh.
2/15/2006
Countdown
two more hours until we find out "the final three headed to fashion week" even though everyone in the know realizes that that's bs and that all 4 of them really made it to the fashion week show last Friday.
I'm off to the usual Weds. night Project Runway party at my friend's apt with an endless supply of grey goose and red wine. If my 2 faves (Santino/DanielV) make it past this cut I'm off to Sapphire to celebrate. and if one of them gets cut, after I recover I guess that I'm still off to Sapphire to drink enough so that i can't even remember the episode.
I'm off to the usual Weds. night Project Runway party at my friend's apt with an endless supply of grey goose and red wine. If my 2 faves (Santino/DanielV) make it past this cut I'm off to Sapphire to celebrate. and if one of them gets cut, after I recover I guess that I'm still off to Sapphire to drink enough so that i can't even remember the episode.
Just a Little Too Obsessed
How sad is it that I'm prefectly content with not going out on Weds. as long as I get to watch Project Runway? You know that the obsession has gone too far when I no longer care about partying because there is something that I prefer to do more that doesn't involve sex.
I'll be cured and back to normal in approximately 3 weeks when this show is sadly over.
I'll be cured and back to normal in approximately 3 weeks when this show is sadly over.
Valentine's Recap
My Valentine's day was so interesting that I took a 5 hour nap to make it pass by faster. Kidding. I did take the nap, but only because i was tired. The day wasn't that great though. Valentine's Night is when it got interesting.
Around 8 I get a knock knock on my door from some guy that lives down the hall from me with chocolate asking me to be his valentine. How sweet. After we talked for 5 minutes and agreed to meet up on Sunday for a movie I got ready making sure not to wear pink or red because that would be just too cliche, and met up with everyone at my friend's apt. My planned Valentine, not the suprise knock knock at 8 PM guy was there, and for the record he is not straight which makes him super fabulous, but it also makes it super sad that i had to resort to my main gay for my valentine.
We went to Fat Baby's for the most retro v-day celebration ever. Why Fat Baby's? Only because they were serving jello shots. Yes, jello shots, the alternitave way of getting drunk without actually drinking that you probably haven't had since 10th grade. I brought out my inner 15 year old and partied like it was 2001.
Around 8 I get a knock knock on my door from some guy that lives down the hall from me with chocolate asking me to be his valentine. How sweet. After we talked for 5 minutes and agreed to meet up on Sunday for a movie I got ready making sure not to wear pink or red because that would be just too cliche, and met up with everyone at my friend's apt. My planned Valentine, not the suprise knock knock at 8 PM guy was there, and for the record he is not straight which makes him super fabulous, but it also makes it super sad that i had to resort to my main gay for my valentine.
We went to Fat Baby's for the most retro v-day celebration ever. Why Fat Baby's? Only because they were serving jello shots. Yes, jello shots, the alternitave way of getting drunk without actually drinking that you probably haven't had since 10th grade. I brought out my inner 15 year old and partied like it was 2001.
2/14/2006
Waterbug Anyone?
I was just getting into bed and there was a waterbug just chillin there waiting to greet me. Ew.
I guess that my Valentine's Day Present.
I guess that my Valentine's Day Present.
2/13/2006
2/12/2006
Nice White Powder
On days like today i think it's best to stay inside. It's too cold to do anything productive, and if you do go outside you get all wet and snowy. Besides, it's Sunday. Everyone in Manhattan knows that on Sunday it's practically illegal to be up before noon.
I'm lucky that my two roommates and i actually get along. if we didn't there would be some interesting stuff going down on a day like today with all 3 of us in the apt. We decided to feed into our lovefest and pop open a bottle of red and settle infront of our TV and watch "Love Song For Bobby Long". Good Movie.
I took a nap for about an hour and read a little. Staying in can be nice sometimes. it's a rare change from the usual. Now I think that we are going to collaborate and actually try and cook dinner. Yes, 3 undomestic girls trying very hard in a kitchen could either lead to a miracle or a disaster. We'll see how this turns out...
I'm lucky that my two roommates and i actually get along. if we didn't there would be some interesting stuff going down on a day like today with all 3 of us in the apt. We decided to feed into our lovefest and pop open a bottle of red and settle infront of our TV and watch "Love Song For Bobby Long". Good Movie.
I took a nap for about an hour and read a little. Staying in can be nice sometimes. it's a rare change from the usual. Now I think that we are going to collaborate and actually try and cook dinner. Yes, 3 undomestic girls trying very hard in a kitchen could either lead to a miracle or a disaster. We'll see how this turns out...
Extra Drunky
OK I just got back and I have the worst headache ever. I took advil thingys and I never take them. Only when it;s really bad and and riteenow its pretty fucking bad.
The night was good though. Until I got the headache. But I got the headache beacuse I hardly ate yesterday and then drank a lot of alcohol.
Fuck.
I need to like put a lock on this blog when I'm wasted. If i did that there would only be 4 posts though beacuse I mostly only drunk post. Ok i need sleep.
Is it just me or was Don Hills/Misssshapes better than usual tonight? Maybe it was beacuse it seemed like everybody was there tonight. It was probably just the alcohol plus powder. gooodnite
The night was good though. Until I got the headache. But I got the headache beacuse I hardly ate yesterday and then drank a lot of alcohol.
Fuck.
I need to like put a lock on this blog when I'm wasted. If i did that there would only be 4 posts though beacuse I mostly only drunk post. Ok i need sleep.
Is it just me or was Don Hills/Misssshapes better than usual tonight? Maybe it was beacuse it seemed like everybody was there tonight. It was probably just the alcohol plus powder. gooodnite
2/11/2006
My roomie/best friend from Highschool and I have this crush on a group of 3 guys that are 3 years younger than we are. I know. Usually I like men at least 3 years older than I am but I guess I decided to turn the tables.?
So these 'boys' visited us last night and yea, we had a lot of fun. We hit up some bars, but the real fun happened in the privacy of our own home. We somehow arranged it that we all got play from eachother without leaving anyone out.
The tots are coming back for seconds this Thurs. and don't worry. They aren't that young.
So these 'boys' visited us last night and yea, we had a lot of fun. We hit up some bars, but the real fun happened in the privacy of our own home. We somehow arranged it that we all got play from eachother without leaving anyone out.
The tots are coming back for seconds this Thurs. and don't worry. They aren't that young.
Goodbye Fashion Week
Now that fashion week is over, my life can resume back to normal. Normal being used loosley since many people would never use the word "normal" to describe my life.
So this is the last fall 2006 fashion week post here at blairzy.blogspot.com
And on an ending note.. here are the fabulous project runway collections that were displayed yesterday morning.
So this is the last fall 2006 fashion week post here at blairzy.blogspot.com
And on an ending note.. here are the fabulous project runway collections that were displayed yesterday morning.
2/08/2006
Seven Nothings
a lot of nothings are on my mind right now:
1) at first I wasn't thrilled with the collections fashion week was bringing but sometime around Monday it all turned around. theres so many collections that I like that i've stopped posting the links because theres just too many.
2) for anyone who was at the heatherette show.. was that not the most fun show ever? It was so full of energy. it was fab.
3) I lost my favorite gloves and I'm depressed over that.
4) My best friend is visiting me next thursday and I'm excited to see her but not excited that I don't have an apt.
5) I'm 100% bored of uptown.
6) i'm cumming in my pants b/c it's less than 2 hours till project runway. I know one of my 2 PR fake boyfriends is safe, but santino isn't and it's making me nervous. if he leaves tonight I'm going to be very very sad.
7) I haven't seen any of the PR season 2 people yet. tear. I know that they are all in NY now though.
k. thats all. nothing important. Exept for the loss of my gloves. I need to go get ready for a PR viewing party. Martinis and Runway. Yum.
1) at first I wasn't thrilled with the collections fashion week was bringing but sometime around Monday it all turned around. theres so many collections that I like that i've stopped posting the links because theres just too many.
2) for anyone who was at the heatherette show.. was that not the most fun show ever? It was so full of energy. it was fab.
3) I lost my favorite gloves and I'm depressed over that.
4) My best friend is visiting me next thursday and I'm excited to see her but not excited that I don't have an apt.
5) I'm 100% bored of uptown.
6) i'm cumming in my pants b/c it's less than 2 hours till project runway. I know one of my 2 PR fake boyfriends is safe, but santino isn't and it's making me nervous. if he leaves tonight I'm going to be very very sad.
7) I haven't seen any of the PR season 2 people yet. tear. I know that they are all in NY now though.
k. thats all. nothing important. Exept for the loss of my gloves. I need to go get ready for a PR viewing party. Martinis and Runway. Yum.
Fashion Week Update (again)
The Nanette Lepore and Heatherette shows were amazing. Nice presentation, good music, and fab clothes.
2/07/2006
Fashion Week Update
What I like:
Jill Stuart. Love it. It has that goth chic look.
Betsey Johnson The dresses are really cute and fun.
Marc Jacobs Not the whole collection, but some of the clothes are very pretty and wearable.
Cynthia Steffe. Everything is clean, chic, and wearable.
What I don't like:
The colors this season. Most of the colors are black/white/grey with accents of olive, burgundy, and chocolate. Kinda drab and depressing.
Jill Stuart. Love it. It has that goth chic look.
Betsey Johnson The dresses are really cute and fun.
Marc Jacobs Not the whole collection, but some of the clothes are very pretty and wearable.
Cynthia Steffe. Everything is clean, chic, and wearable.
What I don't like:
The colors this season. Most of the colors are black/white/grey with accents of olive, burgundy, and chocolate. Kinda drab and depressing.
2/06/2006
Copycat?
Is it just me, or does anyone else think that the bars on the Upper West Side try a little too hard to be like the bars on the Lower East Side?
2/05/2006
Strokes Dancer
After my very early morning chai latte in Soho (yes, i cabbed down there at 9AM for a chai that I could get down the block from my place just because I miss downtown so much now that I'm living uptown). And before the Diane Von Furstenberg fashion show, I went to visit my wonderful grandparents for lunch. I told them that I would stop by only if I could control the music played today. I'm sorry but I just can't sit through another meal with the background track of the Three Tenors. So what did i choose? Obviously the Strokes. First impressions of Earth to be exact.
While on the train I realized that I should have brought something a little tamer and more widely liked. Something that they could enjoy even if I don't love it. But no. I suffered through foreign language opera too many times. Strokes it is.
Track number 5 comes on. On The Other Sideeeeeeeeee....
My Grandma got up and started doing some druggy shuffle ice in your shirt dance. It was priceless. She sat down and said "I love this song!!! It makes me want to dance!" How adoreable. I let her keep the CD.
**Uptown Update** Still no apt. I have to admit though, I have't been looking these past few days. The apt search will resume with the ending of fashion week. I hate to say this, but The way way way Upeer West Side is officially starting to get to me. The honeymoon period is over.
While on the train I realized that I should have brought something a little tamer and more widely liked. Something that they could enjoy even if I don't love it. But no. I suffered through foreign language opera too many times. Strokes it is.
Track number 5 comes on. On The Other Sideeeeeeeeee....
My Grandma got up and started doing some druggy shuffle ice in your shirt dance. It was priceless. She sat down and said "I love this song!!! It makes me want to dance!" How adoreable. I let her keep the CD.
**Uptown Update** Still no apt. I have to admit though, I have't been looking these past few days. The apt search will resume with the ending of fashion week. I hate to say this, but The way way way Upeer West Side is officially starting to get to me. The honeymoon period is over.
2/04/2006
4 Rants or Rambles
A few things that i need to talk about:
1) Fashion Week = Project Runway fashion show = PR cast in NY. We all know that besides sex and drugs, runway is my favorite thing right now. Sadly, I have not seen any PR2 castmembers yet, but I did see Jay McCarrol (last year's winner). We didn't speak.. I only saw him, but i still got giddy over seeing him. And for the record, he sadly was not wearing that bright insane usual Jay apparel.
2) Still no apt but I'm still not past the honeymoon stage with my new temp roomies. Tonight the 3 of us went out together without inviting anyone else to meet up so it was just us 3 and it was kinda cute. I have to admit I'm likeing this more than i thought I would. I've always wrote off anything uptown as "not my style" but it's really not as bad as I made it. I can now say that after tonight, I had fun at a way way way uptown bar. And I'm OK with living way way way uptown, for now. Only for now.
3) I know this is stuck up, but I really hate it more than anything at the moment when people wear styles of seasons past to fashion week. I understand that people do this on the streets everyday, and that most people can't afford a completely new wardrobe every season, that's Ok for everyday endevors, BUT THIS IS FASHION WEEK. If you somehow get an invite, please please please make an effort. There are many people that would kill for an in to this event and would spend money that they will work weeks to regain just to look fab at this fab event. If you are going to fashion week it's an unwritten rule that you must look 100% fashionable fab and amazing... at least in my book.
4) I just found out about a really huge job that is in the works for me. I'm really excited and wish I could say more, but It's only in the works right now so i A) don't want to give wrong info and B) don't want to jinx it. I'll know more in a few weeks and it will happen in about 6 months after training if this all goes through. and it is ligit. No playboy or porn. It's a real fucking job motherfucker.
I need to stop drunk blogging but it's hard because drunk is the most fun way to blog.
1) Fashion Week = Project Runway fashion show = PR cast in NY. We all know that besides sex and drugs, runway is my favorite thing right now. Sadly, I have not seen any PR2 castmembers yet, but I did see Jay McCarrol (last year's winner). We didn't speak.. I only saw him, but i still got giddy over seeing him. And for the record, he sadly was not wearing that bright insane usual Jay apparel.
2) Still no apt but I'm still not past the honeymoon stage with my new temp roomies. Tonight the 3 of us went out together without inviting anyone else to meet up so it was just us 3 and it was kinda cute. I have to admit I'm likeing this more than i thought I would. I've always wrote off anything uptown as "not my style" but it's really not as bad as I made it. I can now say that after tonight, I had fun at a way way way uptown bar. And I'm OK with living way way way uptown, for now. Only for now.
3) I know this is stuck up, but I really hate it more than anything at the moment when people wear styles of seasons past to fashion week. I understand that people do this on the streets everyday, and that most people can't afford a completely new wardrobe every season, that's Ok for everyday endevors, BUT THIS IS FASHION WEEK. If you somehow get an invite, please please please make an effort. There are many people that would kill for an in to this event and would spend money that they will work weeks to regain just to look fab at this fab event. If you are going to fashion week it's an unwritten rule that you must look 100% fashionable fab and amazing... at least in my book.
4) I just found out about a really huge job that is in the works for me. I'm really excited and wish I could say more, but It's only in the works right now so i A) don't want to give wrong info and B) don't want to jinx it. I'll know more in a few weeks and it will happen in about 6 months after training if this all goes through. and it is ligit. No playboy or porn. It's a real fucking job motherfucker.
I need to stop drunk blogging but it's hard because drunk is the most fun way to blog.
2/03/2006
Olympus Fashion Week!
It's FASHION WEEK!, which means that I'll barely be around. I'll stop in everytime I get a minute to breathe.
love/hate
I just fucked the guy that I lost my virginity to.
I don't even know how to respond to this. I'm happy that i had amazing sex yet disgusted that it's him. Shocked too. I'm in total shock that we can get along for a long enough time to jump into bed without hearing what a horrible person we both are, from eachother. This was definately love/hate at it's finest.
I don't even know how to respond to this. I'm happy that i had amazing sex yet disgusted that it's him. Shocked too. I'm in total shock that we can get along for a long enough time to jump into bed without hearing what a horrible person we both are, from eachother. This was definately love/hate at it's finest.
2/01/2006
Stuyvestant High
This is a very good story in this week's New York Magazine about high school kids being experimental with their sexuality aka being Bisexual.
It kinda reminds me of my friends and I when I was 16.
It kinda reminds me of my friends and I when I was 16.
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