Ok careful wording. Careful wording is key in this post. I need to write this so that i can dish my point without revealing too much. i don't need a lawsuit from an ex lover as a result of this.
So let's start out by saying that I don't believe in American Idol. I believe that it is pre-determined and that the voting thing is just to make you feel involved and give the show an edge. "Rigged" may be the right word that I'm looking for. I think the show is cheezy and that most of the talent is just middle of the road- averege.
The boy I've been talking to watches it.
(Time out. I need a better name than "the boy". From now on he will be referred to as "Met")
Ok, so Met watches Idol. I'm not going to trash the show anymore just because i know that for some reason a lot of people enjoy it. He told me that some of the people this season are good. I decided to watch. I don't give a fuck about the girls because I prefer listeing to male voices. I downloaded some clips to see who I like and I've decided to root for Bucky, then Chris, and then Ace. In that order.
By rooting for them I mean that I wish them the best and that is all. I will probably not watch the show and I will definately not campaign / vote for them.
Now heres a question to all ya'll. Have you ever been totally positively sure that you are 100% over someone? Yes? Me too. I'm totally positive that I'm over this guy, (diff guy, we're not talking about Met anymore), but this monster of a show triggers something within me that brings back a feeling in me linking back to "him". We will call this "him" "Wannabe Rock Star."
I Don't want "Wannabe Rock Star" anymore, nor do I miss him, but since "Wannabe Rock Star" is so closely connected and linked to this show, watching it brings back all the hurt feelings, lies, and deceit that I felt fom him not too long ago. All of the fucked up things that this guy did come rushing back and make me sad. angry. The hurt feels new, and because of that I do not think that I will be able to tune into American Idol anymore.
That is all. Goodnight. I'm off to Lit in a few but I'm probably going to hop around tonight, so who knows where I'll end up.
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