so worn out

It's crazy how busy I've been these past 2 weeks. I feel like I've been working double time, and I probably have if I counted the hours. Also, I was talking to my friend today and I realized that not only have I been working overtie in the job dpt, but also in the dating dept. Without even realizing it, I am currently dating 4 guys, and that just makes me sick. First one to go: Met. His bye bye is long overdue.

I have to finish up work, but definately more later, and I know Its almost midnight on a Sat. Sad but true I have work to do since I put it off on thurs and fri and went out. Stupid me.

walk the line

Joaquin Phoenix is my new "boyfriend". I never realized how fucking georgeous he is. I'm not obsessed. I promise. But I did watch 'Walk The Line' a few too many times.



I'm off to make out with the hot chick....

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It's Weds. which means that I'm depressed because theres no Project Runway tonight. In my opinion, that show was the only good thing on TV right now. I'm so sad that it's over. I need to find nother show, but thats so hard when theres all the crap that the networks are trying to sell us now. Wow, I sound like my grandmother.

I still haven't made a dent in my work that's due at 10 tonight, so thats what I'm going to be doing all day. ugh.

But after 10: I'm free. And yes i'm going to party drink and who knows what else. I have plans to go to the bar where the girl works at, so maybe...

I don't want to jinx anything.

Blair on TV

The other week i did a little filming for a TV show. Intelligent me totally forgot when they were airing it, and I fully missed the show. Totally sucks. Hopefully the Food Network is as good about playing re-runs as Bravo is.

Week Recap

Ok, so since i haven't been posting whats up with me lately, i think that I'm going to do a quick recap to catch ya'll up with little miss blair.

This past week I...

-Saw Met's penis. It's an ugly one. I'm not attracted to him or it, which means that it went right back into his shorts after I pulled it out.

-Went to CBGB's. so fucking sad that their closing it down.

-Went to Don Hill's, Sapphire, and Happy Valley. also to the bar where the hot bartender works. We have plans for next week.

-Went to a charity event. charity events = good karma.

-Bought a rediculously hot dress from Marc Jacobs. Nowhere to wear it yet. I need to find a hot bitch to take me out.

- Drank more than usual. also, did more drugs than usual. I found a new dealer who has excellent blow, so I'm very excited about that.

-Bumped into my actor friend on the street. He looks hotter than last time I saw him. New plastic maybe?

-Bumped into a guy who took me out on a few dates who I wasn't feeling. Yes, It was akward. He just texted me and I think that I'm not going to respond. Also, I bumped into a girl that I went to High School with on the L train. How random?

- Had a rooftop party. We drank wine and French Liquor and pretended that we were 40. Fucking adoreable.

"Met"

So this guy who I like to call "met"...

I have a total love/hate relationship with him, only thing is that this love/hate thing is internal. He doesn't know about it. I feel too bad telling him "look, I do not like you more than a friend", but i feel bad for leading him on too. I know, I should stop this before it's too deep and he's hurt, but i need to find the right time.

there will never be a right time. sucks, doesn't it?

He's not a bad guy, but he just doesn't do it for me. there's no "fireworks", and i totally need the fireworks for me to commit to one guy. Yes, sad but true, but it's very hard for me to stay monogomous.

So this is my current dilemma, but at least I have an apt now.

back, finally

Ok i know i've been MIA this whole month so far. so sorry.

I moved!!! fucking finally! 10014. West Village. and I'm so fucking happy.

I just finished settling and all that stuff so regular updates to resume next week. for now all that you need to know is that i'm back downtown after a month long hiatus uptown.