I think that I need to chill out a little and quit the ex. This is turning into an every day thing, which isn’t good b/c he’s leaving in 2 weeks. How does it look that when he’s in town I drop everything and see him everyday? He’s going to think that I’m either not over him, or that I have no life. Both aren’t the case. It’s just that he’s really good in bed, and for some twisted reason, in NYC that’s hard to find sometimes.
I’ve been broken up with him since 2003 so we’ve both changed a lot since we were together, which means that we can never get back together since we are different people than who we were when we fell in love. I mean since we broke up he’s had to go to rehab for too much pixie dust, so we can no longer have blow parties together. How sad?